Need

     I need this. I need that. I need YOU. I've been caught in this struggle recently between my desire for them and my desire to see them happy. I just can't get past the fact that I feel like such a selfish person! I wish I could write it all out, but I can hardly bear to think about it, let alone conjure up paragraphs about it. It's one of those unsolvable questions that you just can't seem to let go of. And the person whose advice I trust the most is the one with whom I'm caught up in. Blinded by desire.